#47

"You deserve not me, but someone better. No, it's not that I can't be good for you.
But if I tried hard enough, I still think I'm not enough for you. But at the same time, I only want you to be mine. You are so perfect that I feel like shit sitting beside you.
I'm just a creepy crawly. I'm just a ball of negativity and oppositely, you can make fucking bears bounce around in a field of grass.
I hate looking down upon myself. But these twisted thoughts of mine wouldn't let me have a peace of mind.
And I think you should break with me."