It's been a while now, I've been doing pretty much the same. I went on a trip to find myself, both physically and mentally. Detached for a couple of weeks from those I know and blending myself in a circle of new people. Like always, it was awkward for me. It felt awkward to be accepted(it's not like I'm that isolated by the way). I don't know, maybe for all I know since I was small, people come and go. Never get to know anyone that close. Enough about that shit. I got myself quite useful experiences while I was there. How shitty I manage my own time, how shitty other people manage their own. I realized, more or less, that we are all bunch of screwed up people.
Pathetic.
Still, I took some things for granted, some opportunities for granted. It was stupid. I was supposed to build myself better, do shits I never did. But fortunately pathetically, at least I have the idea of doing those things. Time will soon come when I commit myself to do something for people, and me.
Changing myself for the better.
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